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10月15日 sadhaiz...
im sad.
i m so lost today.
lost in transition.
lost in everything
so numb that i cant feel things...
am i gettin depress again...
:(
oh no...
i m sick...
its diwali
time to party n im sick...
wah lau eh...
haiz...when i tot i didnt bother about diwali.
i did...i do...
haiz...
busy busy day.
hungry....i m so hungry...but i dun dare to eat...cas if i eat, i will throw up.
mommmy...so something...
am i gonna die..?
it scares me...
haiz...life as it never seems 10月13日 scaresHmm, a long long relationship scares me...
imagine life now, eveerything is ok...but later on, everything comees crushing down on us.
how are we suppose to witness all that n not do anything?
how are we suppse to face the dreams that we dreamt off?
Haiz,
Anyways, its day 13th...n she is changing...
weee..
celebrated a mth's anniversary...
awesome...
am so glad...
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee 9月27日 I miss u, lil oneI miss u, lil one.
I wish u were.
I wish i could bring u everything.
I wish I could introduce u to the guys i met.
I wish i could just hug u when i wished.
I wished for you. And i got it. I wished u dead, and it came true.
I never meant it that way.
And why did he have to do this to me?
Take u away from me?
U were my best friend, the one who knew how to judge who's my friend n who's not.
Now that u're gone, life has become meaningless.
I miss u lil one.
U were my everything. My enemy, My best friend. My cool dude.
I wish u well, whereever u r, lil brother.
I wish u all the best.
Once again, I'm sorry for not being there when u left.
9月23日 damn, another intubation. F****Wht a day.
They intubated a patient...
bloody hell...
and all of us didnt know how to start midazolam...
its to be given IV infusion...(like insulin like tht)...
so embarrassing la...
then the f***ing eqts dont work...
how embarrassin is that?
And I pissed my crush doctor off...
but wht the heck...
i got another.. nanny nanny poo...
i dun like u...
haha... 9月22日 fun n sleeppy dayhey, today wa fucking great la...
too much of fun.
one of the med's patient tried to commit suicide by climbing on the
ledge. thank god for AC haha...windows all sealed..
i was alarmed by something falling
i ran...
then i saw her confused...lost...
then she grabbed the alcohol bottle and wanted to squirt it into her mouth...
thank god for one of my friend pushing it away.
finally i grabbed hold of her...
we finally brought her to abit of sense...
all she said was 'stress....stress...n stress...all the way...
n then i m sorry.
second social resus...cool sia...
6doc...5nurses...
social resus includes pushing in trolley...
cpr for about 5-10mins. abit of meds...
thats it...
simple...
cool right.
haha...
anotehr thing
funny. how i got so bossy wif the guy i liked @ work...?
and oye marr gaya hoee...i scolded him n his wife..
irritating..
haha...better tell me they are being transferred out...
thank god...
haha
9月20日 dedicated to YOU!It's been the longest winter without you I didn't know where to turn to See somehow I can't forget you After all that we've been through Going coming Thought I heard a knock Who's there no one Thinking that I deserve it Now I realize that I really didn't know If you didn't notice you mean everything Quickly I'm learning to love again All that I know is I'mma be ok [Chorus:] Thought I couldn't live without you It's gonna hurt when it heals too It'll all get better in time Even though I really love you I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to It'll all get better in time I couldn't turn on the TV Without something there to remind me Was it all that easy To just put aside your feelings If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh Hurt my feelings but that's the path I'll believe in And I know time will heal it If you didn't notice boy you mean everything Quickly I'm learning to love again All I know is I'mma be ok [Chorus:] Thought I couldn't live without you It's gonna hurt when it heals too It'll all get better in time Even though I really love you I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to It'll all get better in time Since there's no more you and me It's time I let you go So I can be free And live my life how it should be No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you Yes I will [Chorus: x2] Thought I couldn't live without you It's gonna hurt when it heals too It'll all get better in time Even though I really love you I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to (yes I do) It'll all get better in time 9月14日 funhaha...i had fun
went to gym...
then went for a movie wif my date
awww...finally he admit that he was on a date wif me
and he ask if he cud date me again.
watever it is...
i like...
hehe...
but i dun like the way he spends...
hehe damn sweet...spend on everythng i want...
i feel like a princess sia...
thank u, Rav...thank u, once again...
such a charmer...
hehe... 9月13日 dating is funi never knew...
i forgot how it felt like...
being pampered...
just chatting...
getting toknow...
Haha...
he will never forget me...
I feel so relieved that i m dating.
So happy that i lost 2 inches off my waist...
woo hoo...
training tmr again...
then a whole day of outing...
it'd be like gyming, shopping, then date in the evening...with him...
awww...
i love tis life..
my schedule is always pack wif something...
I got a girlfriend...n m dating.
going clubbing the way, it shud be.
No one saying anything.
just meeting loads of guys...
muacks...gyming is the best thing, followed by clubbing then dating...
wa g wa...
kya thought hai.
Khoob masti...
Yes, my friends do matter to me, more than any man.
Live life the way it is supposed to be lived.
Friends are the most important. Thanks for teaching me that. I will never forget or forgive u, but i thank u.
If it wasnt for u, I wouldn't have met other man who treat me like the way I ought to be treated.
9月10日 hmmRock ON!
Woooo...
i dunno why i feel like screaming.
Haha...
Why is it that,men try to show that they
are all that sweet, sexy, romantic, nice guy, gentlemanly and all that?
After a period of time, it all fades away?
It sucks...
I dun understand it.
I m bouncing frm man to man.
I m reverting back to the old me, but a lil of bitchy, n flirtatious, fiesty, defensive me.
Haha...
Weird, uh?
No its not.
I like it.
I just bitched about myself to ma friends yesterday...n it was embarrassing.
Sighs...what to do? I m just loving myself too much.
I love myself too much that, before i get hurt, i move on to the next guy.
The pain is unbearable to bear.
I'd rather do tis...
Someone said, 'He has toughen u up so bad that its difficult for another man to come in.'
^_^ Tat is what I call positive thinking.
Break ups not necessarily have to be all about crying n crawlin back, hating that one.
No matter how much one tries to hate the other, they are unable to.
If u hate me, I don't care.
Oh well...
9月9日 Shona is missing loads of her peepsYeay! had a time of her life wif her galz...
Wow... what a day.
Sooo fricking stuffed wif food...
*yawns* am still so bloated wit the food.
Haiz.
Clubbing session tis wkend again, People.
Hey, i'm just wondering, y do people go Rupee Room?
Its like so frickin boring la.
I find it so boring. Been thr in total 3times.
Haiz, Maybe i m just not into that kinda music?
The songs are being repeated over n over again.
Oh well...
Fun loving life.
Gyming wit a P.T. out wif the ladies. meeting the friends. planning a whole new gathering...
I will never admit it. I m too egoistic to do that.
9月8日 guyswhy do all guys come after a girl when she wants to enjoy her life?
Why do they all want her?
All I want is a peaceful life...
Gyming n friends...clubbing...
de-stressing and all...
i dun need, another man to ruin the flow of my life...
not again...not ever...
9月5日 day offMy gosh...my day offs are jammed pack...
Today is baiya's birthday.
Happy Birthday, Begum...
;-)
Hugs...Spend a hell of time @ the beach
wit her n her colleague discussin about men.
Haha...
N i looked at her colleague and said, 'I'll nvr trust, love another man, the way i did before'
I can flirt n date...but relationship...i'd rather not.
There I've said it.
After being emotional hurt, being in another relationship, would bring about the same amount of pain
later. So why hurt urself?
time to date, Kaur.
Ciao...
cya
9月1日 WOW...wkendYeay...weekends...
Jolly good G...jolly G...
Im happy...
got so many things to do...
thr's booking of chalet...meeting birthday girl...then meeting my hot
buddy, Addy!
then going for my gym the following day, den going shopping wif buddy...
then partey wif the GALS!!!
MUACKS!
love n hate the fact that i m so busy....
I dunno why i still feel like thanking that someone!
Not being sarcastic, mean...but i learnt the meaning of it.
loved it...never fall for it...
treasure it...will do...
treasure ur friends the same way u think they treasure...
8月13日 believe in loveTo believe in love or not to....
that is not the question.
The question posed to many, said to believe in the man u love or not to.
If u do not believe, pass and move on.
Fairy tales do come true, and they dont.
Well...pretty woman is one of them that came true.
Well, believe tat you are the rule...Not the exception.
Rule; means guys say things they mean.
Exception; means guy say things they dun mean. (<10%)
Whatever it is, never fall for love.
Wait for love to fall for you.
Ciao people 7月31日 Yoyo...Raatein rangin ho rahi hai...
baatein dil nu lag rahi hai...
hai yo rabba...
mujhe ko becha...
Life as u enjoy it...
sins that u enjoy.
times u love.
u can never stop.
I love u gals...
But I love myself more now.
But u rock my world...
everyone does...
Muacks...
7月28日 date worthyhmm, i got my list of date worthy men.
i just crossed a friend of mine outta my list...
controlling freak wasnt part of my list.
n i told him straight out, i m sorry n i aint interested wit that kinda attitude.
so, i m happy that i didnt have to go all to say that i wasnt interested on the fone...
sms worked like a charm.
sms works for a lot of things.
hookin up, flirting, breaking up, dammit...
thats cool...
it saves u the fricking damn trouble to try to do it on face or on the fone.
haha
Note of my day: Never look at the past, keep on moving, u never know u might just meet the one.
I have to thank my ex-es for that.
Thank you, sweeties...
Muacks...
Not being sarcastic or hypocrite or anything...
being genuine.
Thank u so much for making me realise that u were not the one.
u did try alot to make me realise...but i realised it at my own time n pace.
*hugs n kisses* back.
i'm rocking wif my genuinely single life...
ciao... 7月27日 WiLdForget how I spent my secondary school days...(after school)
movies...ARCADE
omg...i forgot how much i missed arcade...
seriously, i oughtta think about getting the PS2 or 3...
for source of entertainment.
fun sia...
we played time crisis...
wooo....
dodgin al...
maybe i plan a paintball session...
hows tt people...
AWESOMe, aint it???
Hahaha...
MUACKS
my life most certainly rocks..
anyways, my day was crappy...
but it was brought up by a bus...which had an advert of EXSA...
there only 1036 winner of EXSA...and i m one of them...
amongst almost 3million people...
i m one of the 1,036...
That brought it up alot...
And also...
the ARCADE GAME...
living the fun life, BABY!!!!
MUACKSSSSSSSSSS
hugs u tighttt
CIAOZ...
P.S.: excited for next wkend.
7月13日 birthday bummerzy does someone has to say all that!?
it really pisses me off...
being whr i m...n being thr as well
getting me to go thr just to get something...
shiiish no ways...
i wud never go thr...
SHAME ON U..
but seriously i had a great time...
but wasted didnt get to go on a boat ride
:(....
n didnt get to cut mycake...
:(
but i m happy, i spent time wit great friends... 7月12日 unfufilled promise is completed todayI finally completed my so called 'jungle walk'. it took me 2hrs to complete.
The tough part was the beginning...subsequently my legs started to kill me.
I did what i wanted to complete today, wad was incomplete earlier.And mind u, i did alone.
It may seem like im a loner.
but no, i m independent.
I can go shopping on my own, when my friends are busy.
woo hoo...
I m now, closing the Southern Ridges chapter of my life.
THE END
7月11日 WooohoooWooohoo...
wad a day...
wad a day i had. I never quite expectde a roller coaster ride today...
i had a happy moment. then a sad moment. then a happy moment. then a frustrating momnt.
Dammit ya...
Wads going on?
Once again. i m being ditchd...
was supposed to go for daru...but i didnt...
i dunno why, i find like i m not going for daru...
just not yet.
i think i m on a alcohol strike...
its been almost a wk since i last took daru.
I think its ok...i just need hydration. I took a break from work this weekend
And I seriously wonder whr to go to tmr.
Aur...today i got my cell...
i got my nike bag...
yeayy....
oh yea...
i fell in love...with a puppy....oh my goosh its so darn adorable...
so cute..so brown...
so cute....
i can just kissshhhhyy kissshhhhyyy it...
how charming...
i wanna get a puppy...
n i also fell in love with hans isaac...
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